Hi there,
Not such a good couple of days, I felt really tired and everything was such a effort. Someone once asked me to describe what it felt like when I had a bad day. When I had my transplant a bad day would have meant sleeping late, getting stuck in traffic or burning my dinner. When you are a dialysis patient having a bad day can take on a whole new meaning; from feeling listless to being nauseous and not feeling like eating anything. Then at other times feeling exhausted and not even being able to make yourself a cup of tea.
To cap it all last night during dialysis a large blood clot formed in one of the machine's tubes and I had to come of the machine an hour early so I didn't get a good dialysis session which means I'll have to have a really good session Tuesday evening to hopefully get me back to my correct weight and feeling better.
I don't like myself at times like this because I think I look and sound miserable and moaning. Oh well as she said in the movie - after all tomorrow is another day.